Most of the things on the ground were schoolwork, textbooks, notebooks... it was at this point that what Seiya was really starting to process the situation. What he did. What Leo did. He picked up one particular piece of paper that Leo had stepped on, a poem he wrote with Zenji. Seiya didn't miss the fact that Leo had avoided touching his plushes and figurines. It almost made him doubt himself and feel guilty over exposing Leo's ass on Wickhive until Seiya remembered what he kept in his drawers. Leo probably didn't even go through the trouble of reading what was written or drawn on these papers, but if he did, would that make him not throw them on the ground? The birthday letters he got from friends and colleagues, the origami he made with Saki, the poems and songs he used to write to Zenji and... fuck. Zenji's dead. Zenji is fucking dead. And Leo disrespected him by stepping on Seiya's physical memories of him.
Seiya blinked, trying to stop himself from genuinely crying right then and there. Leo doesn't even know who Zenji is, much less would give a fuck about what he wrote. Or maybe he would. Maybe he would've felt a little bad since he hadn't touched the animals on his shelves.
...
Zenji would be disappointed in Seiya.
Seiya felt guilty. He opens his phone to delete the post. Not that it would do much considering how many people have already seen it, but now he definitely owes Zero and Youko an apology for... crying? Lying? Shit, he doesn't know. He can't say that now. So he keeps his mouth shut.
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